When I got a little bit older, and I actually got out of the house, and was able to get some breathing space from my parents, I found a whole new world. A world that didn't involve school work at all -- recess. It was such an eye opener to see that other kids didn't live the same kind of life that I did. I had never really been exposed to that before. When I went to kindergarden and we played games, I was so confused, since to me learning meant that I was to do math problems or read a book about insects. I know that my parents loved me, but I'm not going to lie. It was their fault that I had so many problems growing up, I never felt normal, I was a super-freak.